graduation

hmmmm what do i do now?
i always thought id be sobbing and stuff but that didnt happen. the whole time i was walking i had a huge grin on my face. even when i said my goodbyes and see you laters to all the seniors i didn't feel that sad. but thank you all for coming and supporting me. i didn't get to take pictures with everybody :( but thats okay. i have plenty of other ones to remember. i guess this is... it? some advice is make it count, cause once its over its over.
what im gonna do today?
have lunch with my brother until he leaves to san fran
then have dinner for azaleas birthday.

bye bye

graduation

thinking about it makes me depressed. playing basketball at rowland park also makes me depressed. i guess i wouldnt miss high school as much if i could go back and change certain things but its all past now. im thankful i made good decisions at least. looking back on the slideshow everybody was surprised that i was actually that fat when i was small. anyway i dont wanna feel sad so im gonna stop talking about graduating.


i hate having short hair because my ears get cold easily.

may 22

crazy ass day. the day started going to carls jr to eat breakfast before we headed off to six flags. chris needed to fill up at the mobil but they were refilling the tanks so we went to the one on nogales where all the commotion started. royce and jeremy needed to goto the bathroom so they ran across the street to burger king to take dumps while edgar me yudha and chris waited for the car to get filled up. edgar with his beaner vision saw a car (which me and yudha thought he meant he saw a nice car) with this red smoke coming out of the inside. when i saw it i thought it was a fire in the car and it was gonna blow up but chris was already driving toward it and i told him to floor it to get out of the way. right when we passed it we saw these two black guys bail from the car towards the freeway and that was when i realized they jacked the car. the scariest part is while they were running away one of the guys left their gun in the middle of the street (edgar spotted it first and i thought he was shitting me) i screamed and called royce and jeremy to come back into the car. we drove past the gun again just to look at it and when we were turning back onto nogales the cops came but passed where they stolen car and gun were -_-.
THEN on the way to six flags i was playing tetris when all of a sudden i hear all this screeching and this semi comes dangerously close to chris' car which made me shit bricks. i thought it was like final destination and it was a sign that we shouldnt goto six flags.
we went anyway and i conquered all of the rides. im still scared of the rides but now i can actually ride them. X2 was the scariest shit in the world. id rather ride goliath 100 times before i ride X2 again -_-. i won for ugliest faces during the rides on every single ride. the sad part is i was just screaming cause i was scared shitless and my face just ended up that way :(

prom

was on saturday. pretty crazy day. woke up at 8 picked up our corsages and boutonnieres around 10. waited at royces house until 1... picked up steph and christina and were late for our appointment but it was okay. the photographer made us so stupid poses. pictures didnt come out as well as we wanted but w/e. waited at yudhas house until 5 then went to cerritos so tehy could take pictures. after we headed for prom. fun fun fun. i wish i took more pictures but its okay. went back to rowland and ate at yogurtland. saw the weird mexican guy that works there -_-. came back to yudhas and watched the ring. and we waited until the girls went home. then we went somewhere but id rather not say -_-.
the end.

betta day

woke up kinda late as usual.
school went by fast; played apples to apples during math cus the period was extra long. owned up the first game of apples to apples because my card explanations rule. next game i was the judge and clarisse ended up wining. hrmm then came work. some of the kids are hilarious while other just bug the shitout of me. this new kid named kevin doesnt know how to spell anything. he asked me if a half-dollar equals 14 cents.. wtf. ANYWAY i get out from work and all these cops and paramedics are there because the teacher i work with passed out on the way to her car. she looked really fatigued during the day but she said she was fine. when i left her brother in law said she didn't wake up yet so i hope all goes well for her. then kearny picks me up and we goto souplantation and meet up with everybody else. find out i have $40 in my gift card rather than $10. spanish club has finally paid off ^_^. freaking full now. walnut meet tomorrow, they can suck my balls.

lets see

98% sure im not going to prom
track vs walnut on thursday
going to pomona on saturday to take my EPT
RBC next week.. i think
best buddies prom next friday
couple more weeks

time

is ticking.
feeling sad. if i could restart this year all the way from summer i would.